I lost her

This is my history,i love her, but i,m not very intelligent,ican,t say love,i feel in herlove when i,m in the first year,i still sleep and i didn,t know why,but she didn,t know ,and she is engaged now i,m very sad,I love her and i can,t do any thing now,When i sleep and when i get up i see her,i see her eyes in every thing ,in every place and i can,t forget her, please if any one know waht i can do tell me now, i can,t think

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